It's A .....

Went to get our first ultrasound yesterday, Jaydee was able to be there which was nice. and We found out what our new bundle of joy is going to be...A BOY. I was very disappointed, as I had my heart set on finally getting a girl, but what can you do. So Giana Marie will have to wait, and now we are looking for boys name. We would like the second name to be Brazilian, so if anyone has a good Brazilian name let us know.

One of his hands is under his chin and the other is up by his ear.

Tiffany took the boys this weekend so I could have time off. I missed them at night when Jaydee was at work and I was alone, but it was nice to have the time off. Thank you Tiffany.

Jelly Walking The Dog

Birthday Girls

Julie and Akinas' birthdays were both on the 15th of July this month, so the boys had two birthday parties to go to last week end.
Saturday was Akinas birthday party, they had it our pool, we had swimming, cake, and we made mexican pizza, ha.
Sunday was Julies birthday at her pool. their was more cake, toys, and friends to play with. I didn't get any pics at Julies party cause I was too busy running after the boys.

Julie

Cupcakes on her birthday, July15th, at our place.

Akina

Yummy cake

Birthday hats

Regrets

There is nothing like being pregnant again with two toddlers running around to make you feel like a bad mom. On top of it you see couples with their "one child" their perfect joy as they have everything set up to enjoy their baby. Sure they have their problems, but it's so hard to enjoy your kids when you can't wait for them to go to sleep so you can crash as well to escape the agony of your stomach. I often wish I could have had that perfect timing, that I could have waited until things were just perfect before I had a baby so I could put everything into my baby and not have to worry about how to make ends meet. But alas it is not so, I love my kids and I try to be a good mom, but it can be so hard sometimes. And with another one on the way there are more and more times I want to just run away. I know things will get better, the kids will grow up and after the whirlwind as passed I know I'll be left with more regrets. How I didn't spend more time with them, how I didn't do this or that, and I will miss them. All I want to do is enjoy them, but once in a while I wish I could just.....

His eye is on the sparrow, and one is in my fern.

A sparrow has been hanging out in my fern outside for the last few weeks. I had my suspicions as to why it was there.

So yesterday I finally took it down to have a look, sure enough there was a little nest with six blue eggs inside. I am so excited, I hope the eggs hatch as the mom gets scared away often. Someone said that it's good luck, I sure hope it is.

Sick???

Last week I felt sick, the flu I thought. Weird, as I never get sick, but I was. I spent the day trying to sleep and take it easy, which is hard to do when you have two little kids running around begging for attention. The next day I was still feeling bad, almost like a hangover I thought, I continued to baby my stomach and tried to stay cheerful while caring for the boys. After the third day I joked to Jaydee, maybe I'm pregnant, ha ha ha...... Which of course got me thinking, am I late??? I don't know I haven't been keeping track. There was only one thing left to do, we stoped by the pharmacy for a test. All I could think of the rest of the day was, am I, am I, AM I? We got home, Jaydee put the kids for nap. When I came out of the bathroom Jaydee couldn't read the smile on my face. Are u??
Its positive. Yes, I am pregnant.

OMG

We took the kids to the dog park right near our house today before Jaydee had to work. We then decided to stop my Chick-Fil-A for lunch. The place was crowded but we managed to find a small table to eat lunch. In the middle of of our lunch Jaydee mouths to me that Odin has gone poop. (we have been potty training him and as long as we remind him he goes in the potty.) So I carry him to the bathroom expecting a disaster but there was nothing there, I put him on the toilet and he went pee, I asked him if he needed to go poop but he said no. So we finished our meal and Jaydee took the kids to play. Ten minutes later disaster struck and sure enough Odin had pooped in the play area, NOOOOOOO. I grabbed Odin and rushed him to the bathroom to clean him up leaving poor Jaydee to deal with the disaster and the gossiping, over reactions of the mothers and their kids. Jaydee was so mad, I felt really bad, as I probably should have put a diaper on Odin even though he has never made a mess like that in public. As soon as the mess was taken care of we got out of there as fast as we could, needless to say we won't be going back there ever again.
Looking on the bright side, It will make a fantastic story to tell Odin when he gets older, ha ha ha.